I was feeling inadequate, unable to live up to the
expectations of others, wondering if God too might be expecting more than I
feel willing or able to do. I found myself drawn to Psalm 139 and the reminders
that “You knitted me together in my mother’s womb” (v. 13) and “My frame was
not hidden from You, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the
depths of the earth” (15). In between is the reassurance, “Wonderful are Your
works!” (14). What God has made is well thought out and right for His purposes.
As I moved on to verse 16, I discovered something I hadn’t
seen before. The ESV states, “Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in Your book
were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet
there was none of them.” Other translations add some flavor: “all the days
ordained for me were written in Your book” (NIV), “And in Your book they were
all written, the days fashioned for me” (NKJV), or “even the days that were
fashioned” (JPS). Do you see what I see? The days that were formed or fashioned
for me were created with just as much careful deliberation by God as the way He
formed me in the womb. Biblehub notes, “The Hebrew verb ‘yatsar’ primarily
means to form or fashion, often used in the context of creating or shaping
something with intention and purpose. It conveys the idea of a potter shaping
clay, highlighting the skill and care involved in the creative process.” It’s
the same word used in Isaiah 43:1, “But now thus says the Lord, He who created
you, O Jacob, He who formed you, O Israel...”
God forms us for our day, and He forms our days for us.
Therefore we can be assured that they fit us. Sure, there are added challenges
of living in a world marred by sin, but God’s purposes still prevail. Job
proclaimed, “I know that You can do all things, and that no purpose of Yours
can be thwarted” (Job 42:2). David said, “I cry out to God Most High, to God
who fulfills His purpose for me” (Ps. 57:2).
There can be a tendency, even within the church, to think
that we’re all supposed to fit some stereotype of gifts, abilities,
relationships, and appearance. But “If the whole body were an eye, where would
be the sense of hearing? If the whole body were an ear, where would be the
sense of smell?” (1 Cor. 12:17). We aren’t all expected to do the same things
in the same way, because God uniquely fashioned each of us on purpose and for
His purposes. My life doesn’t have to look like someone else’s, and my ministry
within the Body of Christ doesn’t have to fit someone else’s mold. It just
needs to be what God has designed for me.
“But who are you, O man, to answer back to God? Will what is
molded say to its molder, ‘Why have you made me like this?’” (Rom. 9:20). Some
vessels are more eye-catching than others, but all are necessary. Sometimes I
wonder why God made me as He did, but Scripture reminds me that His purposes
are always good and I can rest in the mold He has formed for my days.
“But now, O Lord, You are our Father; we are the clay, and
You are our potter; we are all the work of Your hand” (Isaiah 6748).
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